tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923992196600600002.post7447309515781353288..comments2017-09-27T03:00:15.660-04:00Comments on My Pea and Carrot: Lauren is turning 1 and my hair is getting grey with worryKatehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03451782142339890402noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923992196600600002.post-62046885337303777422010-08-09T22:24:29.747-04:002010-08-09T22:24:29.747-04:00I could have written your post. The twins' se...I could have written your post. The twins' second birthday is in a few weeks and I get this weird feeling in my stomach when I think about it. One child is typically developing and the other isn't. It's so hard and I love them both so much that I would do anything for either of them. I just find that birthdays are a reminder that another year has gone by and more milestones were missed. *sigh*mehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03936186404280706038noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923992196600600002.post-92228852831839016222010-08-08T15:32:40.490-04:002010-08-08T15:32:40.490-04:00I am not sure if this helps any but it took me awh...I am not sure if this helps any but it took me awhile to get where I am at. (And I am still not "there" 100%). But what really helped was I stopped and looked at him. I realized he is my world. Would it really be that bad if at THIS MOMENT if he was like that forever? I realized I could handle this. I AM handling this just fine. He is not all of a sudden going to change into something scary. He will always be my little boy. The one sitting here right in front of me. The great thing with having chromosome abnormalities is it will be what it is. They are not very likely to all of a sudden regress and become something different. At this point it would be very unlikely for something to pop up and us loose them. At worst we will forever have someone so full of love and filled with child like imagination that we will also be kept forever laughing and young at heart through them. Unlike other people we do not have to go far to see what really matters in life. They will be there to remind us how precious life and love really is.Michellenoreply@blogger.com